Or perhaps he waits for someone like me—someone to sit in the wet grass and simply see . I gathered my courage and approached. Not quickly. Not with the loud confidence of a tourist. I walked the way one walks toward a sleeping wolf: softly, with respect for the dream.
I have seen soldiers retire. They grow soft, distracted, haunted by the absence of orders. But this man—this ghost in the grey—was not haunted. He was the haunting. His stillness was not rest. It was readiness. His loneliness was not sorrow. It was discipline.
“You guard a door that no longer exists,” I said.
“I miss the sound of a door closing,” he said. “Not slamming. Not locked. Just… closed. Because closing means someone will open it again. Slamming means they’re gone.”
And in that mist, I saw him.
You might find you are not so lone after all. — Walk softly. The ruins are listening.
Just bow your head. Acknowledge the vigil.